Transcendence is transcendence itself. Transcendence isn't a destination. It's like a constant, ever-evolving spiral of transcending and transcending and transcending. Just like enlightenment isn't a state of being that you can sustain or be frozen at. It's not something you can capture. Just like love isn't something that you can grasp. You can't write a love letter to someone, and then you have love in the grasp of your hand. It's something that you're embodying and living. I think transcendence, enlightenment, love, all of these things are just light of the bulb, which is Oneness.

That's how I feel in the deepest core of my being. There is no other message than this that I can give the world, give myself, or the universe. For I know that everything that I give is just an illusion. It is just a different frequency of this Oneness. So I can play with this, and I can have fun with it, and [experiment with different portals and returning points to Oneness].

But I know that I can't capture anything. I know that I'm not trying to show or teach anyone about my story, or an identity, or some magic, like, realization that people haven't had before or some new sensation that someone can possess. Instead of being tricked into posing the question of "What can I do that's new?"
The magnetism is not in the actual materialization of your words... it's not the painting, it's not the song, it's not the movie that you make. It's the vibration that was always behind it. The Unified Field. Our God vibration